I find myself...

With this fantasy of unloading everything in my life that I can't fit into a backpack and hopping a greyhound to somewhere. It's the journey thats important, not the destination. Now with Erica gone, this fantasy of mine seems more and more plausible all the time.

I know the beatnick era is over, but I think it's time for a new generational point of view on American travel and exploration. The true heart of the country and all that jazz.

But of course my brain is at odds on the whole thing.

You can't... one half says

Why not...responds the other, and I have no good answer.

But what about theatre??? one half asks...

What about it. Theatre will always be there. Perhaps I'll be able to see some outside of my own little circle of it.

What about money???

Good question.

HA I WIN...
maybe not... Who needs money really... Me of course, but do I really??? Yeah...

I guess that's why it's a fantasy.

I don't pay attention to politics...

You should...it's barely less important than your own heartbeat...

I don't pay attention to that either.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

I DOUBT

anyone will even check this. Hell, I wouldn't. It's nearly impossible for me to get on a computer right now, and will be for only about another month, when I can finally afford to buy a new one. Actually should be able to do that four weeks from tomorrow. Then I'll be a wonder boy blogger again, but until then who knows.

So if you've heard, or even if you haven't, the rumors are all true. E and I are seperating. She'll be moving to Seattle this coming Sunday morning. She's going to pursue a professional acting career, and good luck to her. God bless her in her travels. She has a huge audition on the 27th and I would be fantastic if she made it into any one of the many many equity theatres she'll be auditioning for there. We'll keep you posted.

As for me...well I'm staying right here in vegas and seeing what the wind blows my way...
TTFN.