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my life in the key of e

Monday, July 28, 2003

Time doesn't exist. It's fiction. We measure it out in one earth revolution around the sun. Why do we do that? Because it explains age. That's all. It's a mathematical breakdown of symbols representing absolutely nothing. And this nothingness we call minutes, and seconds, and hours, and years. All in all it is the measure of a lifetime. My Grandfather made 98 trips around the sun. And all those hours minutes and seconds mean nothing now. I don't believe that time represents the measure of a man. So why am I trying so hard to stop it? Where does this irrational fear that time is passing me by come from? Why did I wake up this morning with the thought that unless I do what I really want (need) to do then time is wasted. I desperately want (need) to spend what available imaginary time I have left involved in theatre. Kitty chases his tail. He spins around a few times a day. I'm not sure why, or what he's doing. Perhaps his imaginary measure of time is based on spins around his own feet. I'm chasing my tail every second I'm at work.

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