Do you really think…

…that there is such thing as a life changing experience? Maybe there are just those things that we think would change our lives, but when they finally happen, nothing really does change after all. But then again, how would you know? I don’t know that my life has taken a different course than it would have based on any single experience…but maybe. I think its interesting to trace the series of events that led to my being where I am today. Very unsatisfied with a lot of things. I don’t think any change in any past decision would change that though. I want different things than I did. I don’t want the things I used to think I wanted.